I find myself asking this question quite frequently these days. Why did I waste so much time and money on something that did nothing for me? Going away to Auburn just made me a shitty person. It’s where I discovered my drinking problem, which I still have no control over. It took all of my money. It took all of my sanity. Why did I choose hospitality? Because I want my own restaurant. But actually I just want to sing. That’s the only time I ever feel needed or that people are proud of me or proud to know me. My job now has pushed me to hate restaurants. I hate people. But most of all the problem right now is that I hate who I have become. I have no friends. I have no significant other. I have nothing but a college degree that I despise and no direction in life.